hUiLiN 
Wednesday, July 19
okay.. nerves breaking...
i cant believe i hear it from another person again.. why is it that ppl always do have a misconception of us? f-e-d u-p. okies. i m trying to be nice these few days, since watching princess hours. be cheerful. no matter how late i reach home after invest rehearsals, i ll still try to put on a smile the next day. i wan to be happy! but somehow... perhaps they are expecting too much... and sometimes, because of this, i have to push away some committments. to my friends and family. sometimes they understand and forgive us. but chances are, as slim as 0.001 percent... i dunno wad else to say and i dun wish to add on further... unhappy stuff should just stuff them somewhere in the back of my mind.
but look on the bright side, im joining interhouse badminton com. i cant believe i actually did that. but anyway, i m joining just for fun. especially after the volley incident, i think i should get myself involved in college activities. has. another short entry tonight. cause its alr 10.09. and i m supposed to have my rest after standing and practise walking all day. oh.. i think i got princess joan addicted to princess hours. well. its superb drama. i love its plot. love its romantic couple. the haughty but romantic prince. awww.
tml is srjcian day. pohwun predicts it not to be a successful one. while i feel its gg to be a success. and i still got rehearsal after 1230. thank god we are ending it early tml. prepare for the big day bah.. we shall prove them wad we are capable of. the pro is. wad we do, doesnt seem to me that they are appreciating our efforts. that s the pitiful part. how are we goin to bridge the students?
p.s. im cracking.. i need help.. i wan to have someone to tok to..