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CHI-NA POP TIME!

迷路兵 - 路

我们都该 回头看看 来时路
就算起风 偶尔有雾 模糊不了幸福

我们都该 在心里数数 感动的次数
谁陪你疯 谁陪你笑 拍拍肩一起追逐

多少爱错过了才看清楚
多少事无法弥补才认输
多少次以为找到了幸福
却发现一开始 就是个错误

每一段路 都是一种领悟
珍珠再夺目 留不住心头热乎乎
真心的鼓舞 能温暖一生的旅途

每一段路 难免荆棘密布
把坚持牢牢握住 不怕艰难险阻
学会去爱 就不会迷路

Just heard it on 933. Can you remember? It's the starting theme for the GOLDEN PATH, starring felicia chin, tay peng hui, li nan xing, chor chew meng, chen li ping etc... GREATEST PRIME DRAMA FOR 9pm... It's already ended... so sad. =(


杨培安 我相信

想飞上天
和太阳肩并肩
世界等着我去改变
想做的梦
从不怕别人看见
在这里我都能实现
大声欢笑让你我肩并肩
何处不能欢乐无限
抛开烦恼
勇敢的大步向前
我就站在舞台中间
我相信我就是我
我相信明天
我相信青春没有地平线
在日落的海边
在热闹的大街
都是我心中最美的乐园
我相信自由自在
我相信希望
我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身边
让生活更新鲜
每一刻都精采万分
i do believe

想飞上天
和太阳肩并肩
世界等着我去改变
抛开烦恼
勇敢的大步向前
我就站在舞台中间
我相信我就是我
我相信明天
我相信青春没有地平线
在日落的海边
在热闹的大街
都是我心中最美的乐园
我相信自由自在
我相信希望
我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身边
让生活更新鲜
每一刻都精采万分
i do believe

我相信(我就是我)
我相信(自由自在)
我相信(我相信我相信)
i belive
我相信我就是我
我相信明天
我相信青春没有地平线
在日落的海边
在热闹的大街
都是我心中最美的乐园
我相信自由自在
我相信希望
我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身边
让生活更新鲜
每一刻都精采万分
i do believe
oh ~~~
ah ~~~

Fat princess, still remember how we like the song? HAHAHA! cool right? It's so motivational. Gambate, fatbird. You said you have practical exam this whole week. Listen to the oldies, and get the feel of motivation. LOLS!

Everyone out there working, slacking, studying especially my dear brother. Though he will never read my blog, jia you!

Labels: lyrics

when I'm happily eating Lor Mee,

TOOTHACHE & ULCER spoil my day.
>_<

Labels: misery

三个心愿 - FIR

沁： 我喜歡妳的眼神 溫柔又危險
　　　請不要戴上眼鏡 我會看不見
　　　想要張開雙手 把妳寶貝
　　　想和妳天天見面 想帶妳環遊世界
飛： 我喜歡你愛逞強 笨笨的笑臉
　　　在心中抬頭挺胸 堅定的信念
　　　這個遼闊世界 不夠完美
　　　但有了你在我身邊 什麼都很OK
合： 第一個心願 為你 把幸福堆積
　　　天涯到海角 頭髮到呼吸
　　　下一個心願 給你 最好的自己
　　　再許個心願 我的愛把你佔領
沁： 為什麼為了小事 就要掉眼淚
　　　好像有太多的事 只能自己揹
　　　其實只要你說一句OK
　　　現在就立刻馬上 變成你的Superman
飛： 這世上最重要的 不只是誓言
　　　只要你常常記得 親親我的臉
　　　我會永遠 記得這個今天
　　　還有很久的那一天 我也要有你陪


My 1st wish: Get into local Uni.
My 2nd wish: Start up my own business.
My 3rd wish: *****secret*****

I pray dearly to my religion.
May all my dreams come true.
*winks =)

Labels: dreams

I hate FOUNTAIN PENS...

Yesterday was probably my most unluckiest saturday.
First, I forgot to turn on my alarm and overselpt.
Or rather, I've turned on, but I forgot that my alarm is set to ring from monday to friday, not saturday.
I woke up at 7.56am, shocked to see that the sky outside my room was brighter than usual. Then, jumped up from my bed, and dashed into the shower room after grabbing a t-shirt and a pair of jeans. Meanwhile, I was complaining to my mom for not waking me up. She thought I was going Ministry of manpower on my own, and I didn't tell her that the office driver uncle will drive me there...
My brother, who just came back home with 油条. (I learnt today that he actually went to AMK early in the morning... crazy brother)
Anyway, instead of taking my usual direct bus to my office, I took LRT, MRT, bus to work. and I reach there just in time. Clocked in at 8.57am. I must be a supergirl. =X

After I came back from MOM, I was dead tired. Lack of sleep, overexhausted by the MRT rides.
Evelyn asked me to refill the fountain pens.
First attempt, and I spoilt my company's fountain pen.
And it's a mont blanc pen, of ten years.
They bought it in 1998.
>.<

Waiting in front of the ancient wall... nice?

some rich people.
they throw it on the floor, expecting others to pick up. =/

catch the thieves.

We are good folks, who happened to witness a
robbery.

DEAD TIRED. Now caught with flu, I have runny nose and my throat was dirt dry... I am SICK....
I shouldn't have eaten yoshinoya yesterday with peiwen, joan, pohwun and wenhui....
omgs...
oh, wenhui was the same. No change in his hairstyle before and after army. But jiaqing, haha. Happened to see him at Peiwen's workplace, and he wore a cap to hide his botak. Quite funny. And I was mean to laugh at him. =X

But anyway, I am sick and actually cancelled all today's appointments... ZZZ.. Sorry, stella, Jac.

p.s. I act like a busy girl.. Lols.. My apologies!

Labels: unlucky

GUYS....

I can't stand people who doubt others' words,
and still go around comparing statements..
period.

Nite time.
Something is wrong with this blogskin, shall adjust tml when I come back from my dinner.
See ya tomorrow, Fat princess.
Good Night!

WISHLIST 2008 updated 3 apr 08

HideHO~ this is my wishlist for year 2008.
Get me any for present from the list here, and I will be very very happie and grateful to you.
Maybe to the extent of 以身相许? HAHAHA

Sitcoms/Dramas/ Comics
- Supernatural SEASON1 DVD
- Ghost Whisperer ALL SEASONS :)
- CSI Miami SEASON 5
- Prison Break
- Lost
- Bon Jovi (crossroads lost highway)
- JoJo (the High Road) cd
- Simple Plan (simple plan) cd
- Sara Bareilles (little Voice) cd
- Step up 2 the streets dvd
- Who are you
- 命中注定我爱你
- 宫2 (haven't come out, but I'm WAITING!!!)
- 水果篮漫画 Fruit basket Chuan Yi Comics (12 - 23) ^^

Miscellaneous
- Contact lenses!
- Boyfriend shirts
- Vintage tees
- Short shorts
- converse sneakers
- Skirts
- Flats /heels
- Hair accessory like hair bands, rubber bands, hair clips! I prefer no necklaces, lols. I hardly wearing them. Sorries, mates!
- Earrings!
- Big leather bag! (max. $50)
- Photoshop original
- Microsoft Office 2007 Original ($130 plus)
- A Cool Hairstyle
- Treadmill at Home!
- SLIM DOWN!!! (u know tis has been my wishlist for many many many years...)
- Overseas!! (this time, travel to China!!! Korea? Taiwan! Any place in Asia!)

Treat Me
- Desert at any of these places
1) Amoy Food Centre, forgot what is the stall...
2) 味香园 Temple Street
3) 甜品小屋 People's park complex #02-48/58
4) 记得吃 8 Liang Seah Street #01-03
5) 糖水 46 Zion Road
6) Peanut Ice Kachang, Tanjong Pagar (but I know how to go to the place =)
- Korean BBQ Grill
- Thai food/Indian food/Korean food!

Learn
- Korean /Japan language
- make Kimchi! ^^
- bake yummy cakes / cookies
- design blogskins
- fan-made videos

Last wish
- Get into Local Uni. NTU (math & econ) / NUS (Computing!). Receive my A'level results and will shout HOORAY!! and OMG happily!!! =D
- Live my life to the fullest!

Labels: wishlist

Heath Ledger

Fatbird reminded me at 0858pm.

Heathcliff Andrew Ledger
April 4 1979 - Jan 22 2008

Death
On January 22, 2008, Ledger was found dead in his fourth-floor apartment at 421 Broome Street in the SoHo neighborhood of New York City. He was found at 3:26 p.m. EST by a housekeeper and a massage therapist, who entered the bedroom to find him face down and unconscious at the foot of his bed with sleeping pills on a nearby night table.Police said that they also found prescription medication in the bathroom and that there were "no obvious signs" of suicide, nor did they suspect foul play.
On January 23, 2008 (Australian time), Ledger's parents and sister—who learned of his death from a radio broadcast—appeared outside Ledger's mother's house in Applecross, a riverside Perth suburb, and read a short statement to the media:
We, [Heath's family], confirm the very tragic, untimely and accidental passing of our dearly loved son, brother and doting father of Matilda, who was found in a peaceful sleep in his New York apartment by his housekeeper at 3:30pm [New York Time]. We would like to thank our friends and everyone around the world for their kind wishes at this time. Heath has touched so many people on so many different levels during his short life, but few had the pleasure to truly know him. He was a down-to-earth, generous, kind-hearted, life-loving and unselfish individual who was an extreme inspiration to many. Please now respect our family's need to grieve and come to terms with our loss privately.
In reaction to his death, former partner Michelle Williams was reported as saying that she was "devastated" at the loss and had boarded a plane to New York City. Australian Prime Minister Kevin Rudd released a statement saying, "It was with great sadness that I have learned of the passing of Heath Ledger... It is tragic that we have lost one of our nation's finest actors in the prime of his life."

Cause of death
The official cause of death concerning Heath Ledger will be determined by the New York medical examiner. TMZ reports Ledger was suffering from pneumonia at the time of death, and that his family has been notified the death was accidental. Heath had been filming in London, in the cold winter weather, and had completed scenes for the upcoming film The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus.

He was really a fine actor. Sad to see him go like this... SOBS~ I saw the news article from asiaone.com... My casanova gone, so is Fatbird's casanova. BYEBYE, I pray you will live better in your next life. SOBS!!!

Labels: death, life

ABC

Today's Jolene last day at work.
Yet surprisingly, I felt a bit sad with her leaving.
She may have given me hell during my first few weeks, but over the month I've gotten used to it and treated her like a big sister.
If you know her well enough, she is actually a very nice person. Though she likes suaning others alot, especially meiling. But that's ok. I did that with my close friends as well. HAHAHA.

Anyway, I was in for a lunch treat by my boss Adeline. It was a farewell meal for Jolene/ welcome meal for my two new colleagues, Evelyn and Daphne. I didn't think they would include me in their gathering cause I was only a temp staff, and was to look after the office. But Adeline and Jolene waited for me, when I went to get a battery for my phone. SHOCKING~ =z On the way back from Raffles Town Club, I was laughing mad of Meiling's sarcastic remarks of Jolene's driving skills.

I will definitely miss her tomorrow... =(

This is totally random.
But I only knew this yesterday from a news ad somemore~ O'level results are releasing this THURSDAY.. Which means... A'level results are coming out in one or two weeks time... OH MY GOD~~~ Please I pray, do not spoilt my CNY. So, I can stay longer in my company too. I like working there...

footnote:
From this entry onwards, I'm going to add labels when I post le. This one is about work. =.=
And I've added two new links. They are my favourite people in showbiz. One is a deejay and the other is an actress. Because of him, I listen to 933 every morning now. While I always like to watch the dramas she act. =)

Labels: work

Fat Princess

Any idea who Fat Princess is?
It's a new nick I gave to my kind-hearted twin.
tink-tink-tink!
JOAN CHIN.
Cause she kept insisting she was fat when I was out with her whole day.
=_=
If she is fat, then where do I place myself.. can't stand her.

We went window shopping at bugis, then city hall where we met her mom and she went for her physiotherapy. When we were taking the escalator down, we happened to see our SR principal inside a audio system store, talking to the staff there. We chortled like mad... Cause what I said came true. I asked her what if we see any of our teachers here shopping too... Will you go up and talk to them? And I gave an example like Miss Cheng. She said she will say hi. But it's Mr Tan we are talking about, how dare we go up and speak to him. LOL. He probably doesn't even recognize us; we are only two ordinary girls in college. Maybe I am more extra-ordinary la.. HAHA.

After F.P was done, we walked around city-link. shoes, bags and clothes. But we didn't buy a thing. surprisingly. haha. cause we already bought a similar shirt at bugis. and F.P was complaining what a waste of money. zzz. lols. Cause the main purpose of our trip isn't supposed to be us shopping. haha, but someone searching for present. lols. but nevertheless, she more or less had gotten some idea. THANKS TO ME. ^0^ suntec, marina square, etc.. we walked for more than 5 hours, excluding her physio time. During this time, we talked, laughed like nobody's business. haha... long time never suan her in 3D mode le. We only send emails during work, it's so boring lors.

Can't wait to see the rest. ^^

AAH Spring cleaning, I don't think I ever want to clean my room. =S


boy, this is the first time of the year that I felt so angry, furious..
This perhaps is really getting out of hand.
But I'm not going to care what you think of me.
Whether or not, what's going to happen in future.
At the present moment,
I don't deserve to have you,
and you don't deserve to have me too.
So go.

Labels: piss

其实你懂我

我到底是谁
在你心中占有怎样的地位
你不说清楚
你让我们的爱坠在七里雾

爱 很讨厌
总是忽近忽远的让人追
追半天 你连抱歉
一句抱歉也不给

我向前走 低着头 眼泪不停向后流
一直走 不回头 希望你会找到我
但是始终不如愿 希望都落空
我仍相信 其实你懂我（其实你爱我）

我发誓千遍
我这一走你就无法挽回
虽然心会痛
总比受尽委屈还要更好过

我 等了等
脑海始终浮现你对我的好
好半天 你连Babe
一句安慰也不给

一前一后
你跟在我的背后沉默
Yeh……Yeh……Yeh……
前前 后后
希望你握住我的手
Yeh……Yeh……Yeh……
Wo……Wo……Wo……

我向前走 抬起头 擦掉眼泪向前走
一直走 不回头
相信你会找到我
梦里寻他千百遍
希望都实现
我不想走 无法心不动

我向前走 抬起头
擦掉眼泪向前走
一直走 不回头
相信你会找到我
梦里寻他千百遍
希望都实现
我仍相信 其实你懂我

=)

today is monday, but i'm not suffering from any monday blues.
hooray!
except when i began the morning ritual with my mom during breakfast.
she asked me several times what i want for breakfast,
but she didnt hear my reply several times.
and so we began "arguing"
playfully.

MOM: don't piss me now, i'm having a headache.
ME: you won't, i'm leaving soon. there wont be anyone at home, and you'll have your peace liao.
MOM: quick, quick. go to work.
ME: i don't want lei. it's still early. (720 in the morning, and she's already shooing me off to work)
then she went on to teach me some slimming exercises, which looks totally ridiculous.
and she picked that up from some meditation course yesterday.
what's more, the teacher is an ang-mo.
are all ang-mos crazy? jokes...
my mom was total nuts this morning ah.
and i joked all the while, pretending to argue with my mom.

the real reason is i want to watch chinese MTVs and don't want to go work so early.
still i ended up late for work again. 8 minutes.
=_= this is my second time late.
it's all because of stupid traffic jam at hougang, the road right behind SRJC.
and the ride today took me almost an hour, when normally it only takes 40 minutes.
I was so uncomfortable half the journey; a student took up most of the seat and she isn't even fat.
how irony. (i'm pissed la =P)

arghs. i can't believe i forgot to save my story in a thumbdrive before i reformat my laptop then... now everything is gone... 150 over pages. nearly half of it was gone... forever... sobs.
hey some parts are really touching lei.. i read once, can cry one... oh gosh...

Ti Amo

oh british

im so tired...
my hands felt like falling off after being one day's helper at the production side..
OH my god...
i'm actually having a muscle ache even after i graduated from an era of horrendous PE lessons...
it comes as a surprise.
I can't feel my hands...
:S
and it's worst than last time when i got an vacinnation on my left arm...

my day at work is quite relaxing today..
b'cos jolene knows i had a hard time yesterday doing the packing and folding work.
so she gave me light work to do.
filing.. photocopying.. calling..
all the usual admin stuff..
then someone has to come and ask me to make hotel reservations for him..
and where is the place? London..
to Queen be the glory, England..
where David Beckham first kicks, Manchester..
and Orlando Bloom first appeared, i not sure...
anyway, I've sidetracked..
so Bob made a mistake and booked the wrong dates..
and i ended up calling these ang-mos.. out of my will.. =S

the first time i called. a man picked up with a super inaudible british accent.
normally i had hard time listening to british films at cinemas..
the worst movie i ever watched should be matchpoint.. i wanna cry when i watched that movie with christle and jacq.. during the two hours, i just want to get out of there asap.
i don't mind American movies, in fact i love them the best.
i hardly watch hallmark channel from my cable.. so you should probably understand my thoughts le lar.

anyway, my first call was a total embarrassment.. I totally don't understand what he's talking... and from my comprehension, he didn't seem to understand me as well. what's more, from his voice, he sounded quite pissed.. he must be thinking where is this crazy person calling from.. doesnt talk fluently too.. sorry la.. im not used to speaking good english..
when i emailed this to joan.. what a joan.. she told me she want to try calling.. still laugh at me. lOlS. =X

a message to christle. don't target mainly on british guys.
there are so many trees in this world, don't give up on one patch of grass. ^^
do you understand what i'm saying?
this seems a little strange though.
haha, i meant.
天下无芳草，不需要为了一搓草，而放弃整片森林。

Sayu-naro

I've been wondering these days...
Is it worth it?
I've been thinking so hard what to do for her present...
a perfect little one.
Yet,
everytime I surf the blog and found out that
actually I'm already forgotten...
and I'm actually grieved by the fact.
a bit exaggerating you may find.

Maybe it's really time to let go...
a friendship of so many years?
huilin

BYE JIAQING!!
to my cheapo friend!!
who is been enlisted today...
i will miss your cheaponess lots..
like i've said yesterday...

when you are back,
i will tell you more about COFFEE PRINCE.
that time ask you watch le, don't want lar..
see, never heed the kdrama princess's advice...
haha, watch out for Goong 2 as well!
^^
take care!

in memory of year 2007

This is going to be my 1st Thank You entry of the year.
specially dedicated to all my close buddies out there..
so all i've written here, it's definitely all my 真心话s.
ask me why i want to write this, honestly it's 2008.
i've lived for 18 full years of my life.
yet i only found out that i actually have very few close trusted ones.
so few that i can actually count with one hand.
but anyway, i still want to tell all my special pals out there.

2007 was definitely a stressful year for people who are taking A'levels;
with schedules, deadlines packed like mad, and exams that follow after one another.. i'm quite surprised that i actually survived through it..

i swear there really were times when i thought i couldnt make it, and just feel like giving up.. everyday we would end school so late, and returned school next day at dawnbreak.. that was like hell.


believe me, it was a emo period for me as well.
from my JC buddies, they would have remembered me as the class' CRYBABY and EMO QUEEN. =_=" every 2 to 3 days, the trigger will go off and the water pipe will burst. they must be so fed up at me that time. perhaps they should have suggested me to sign up for mediacorp then ma. what a waste of talent laa. im a natural crier. :/and i was really worried that one day, my classmates will get sick of me, and boycott me.. im that lousy de lar. :S
still you are still my best classmates i ever had throughout this 18 years.
luckily the class size is small with only 20 people.

troubled ...
18 years le.. i finally come to understand...
words mean alot...
and once words come out... it's difficult to take them back again...
this must be the worst thing i'm feeling now...

我们的歌

02/01/08
HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR!
it's year 2008 now..
hard to believe one year just passed by like that..
still rmb last year 2nd of jan. i was busy with J1 orientation with rest of fellow councillors. haz, didnt even get a chance to go back class to see my class peeps.
now? we seem to be seeing one another though everyone is busy with their stuff..
all right, it's me.. im busy with work, so didnt get to see them so often..
but at least i went to their gatherings. once or at least twice.

the date to A'level results is nearing..
omgs.. im pretty horrified.
*glups x100

im not sure why..
there isnt much to do at work during non-peak time.. hais..
so sian..
but my manager is super stressed over recruitment problems.
sad..