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tennis wacko

i've been looking forward to my second sports module after badminton. mayb cos of palette exchange last year, im more attracted to tennis. and stella, my full time consultant is there to accompany me :) the teacher in charge is mr. lim ming hock, and coincidentally he is my council teacher.. so.. creeps.. because i like to play badminton, all my strokes are like badminton style. :S end up the teacher has to keep correcting me.. im just not used to not flicking, and using wrist strength la. :X

i only realized today that i made a big boo-boo on the day of chinese alvl results release. it's on friday.. which means, i had another two more days to think about the worst consequences.. hope i really really get an A. so i wont want to retake.. pls pls pls all the deities!!! bless me with all your powers, luck and strength!!! get me thru this hurdle. btw, student forum is tml.. wish everything goes smoothly.. no one will ask stupid questions..

C.S.P.A

im quite glad that i only take up one h2 science subject, because i would only have taken one practical assessment. =D my feelings before the assessment? nervous like mad, even though i had no reason why my heart was beating so fast.. like wad happened this morning.. arghs.. promise myself not to think of it le.. so anws, the assessment was pretty ok, since it was all about transfering all the memorized work onto a piece of blank full scape with the school logo printed. and calculations to be done. chop, i think i had rephrase some sentences and forgot some stuff.. still, its ok! =)

ooo, tml is national income, economic growth test.. omg.. and wed, student forum plus gettin chinese results.. im dying.. ahs..

post 2nd OGL camp

yest was shiyong's birthday buffet, but i didnt go as i was too tired.. guess i missed out the fun with my classmates. :( stay home to watch hana yori dango, i was pretty pissed when i couldnt find it in youtube.

overall the camp ran very smoothly compared to the first OGL, no hiccups and stuff.. except i kept thinking that i shouldnt have gone because it was so super boring and time-consuming. one moment i could be working like mad, for games, food or even logistics committee. another time i could be in the SAC resting, slacking, and staring into space. now im having muscles sores especially my arms ya, after shifting all the chairs, tyres for games, etc etc. i was trying to make myself occupied with work and not seem to be useless.. and friday was probably the most dreadful one, as the camp starts only in the afternoon, i had lessons throughout. and boy, my mind and energy was drained before the start of the camp.. i was late because of econs retest.. and then i realize something else. boo.

at first i feel funny that i wasnt an OFC for 2nd O. im sure the others are too, still attached to our family and our own OGLs.. afterall, we were sort of like the "pioneers" of our families.. lOls. and we spent so much of our holidays time coming back to school to work on the banners, identities, walk-in, etc. when we could just go out with our own friends.. its just hard to forget them la.. so anws, demeter's 2nd 0 ogls got 2nd during the camp. i guess its their walk-in that wins them. but whee! demeter is 2nd again! haha, work hard for 2nd O! you ll be first. because out of all, i have to agree its the best. quite unique, and stylish. den erebus OFCs, after knowing yuanwei since 2nd orientation.. hahaha, he is like another person during this camp sia. performed to be 'caring' and 'responsible' to his ogls. yet to us still as crappy than ever.. i really think OFCs can really bring out the leadership qualities of an individual. initiative, responsiblity, caring, and thinking rationally etc.. even for me, two years ago, i would never dare speak up in front of a group. if need be, my heart would probably be thumping like thousand miles a hour. nervous is one thing too.

then again, i was glad that i was no longer an OFC. cause i wouldnt need to worry about my OGLs' performances. like what i heard and saw during these two days, many OFCs were very discouraged by them. yet they still pin hopes on them. isnt it like what we did several weeks before? i like my first O ogls. and i got to know them better after we got through the whole mess. but 2nd o.. sad la. >_< anyway, not gg to bring this up again. next week is probably the most scariest one.. i gg to receive my chinese result next wed, coincidentally it is student forum too.. but forum with the presence of principal.. so is it no longer a student forum? and my dad is going for parent teacher conference next fri.. i really pray that i get an A for chinese!! how am i gg to tell him that i failed two h2 subjects this term? actually i kindda drop hints already.. hais. why my mom chose to go malaysia that day?? tues is econs essay test on national income, economic growth. and god knows i havent studied. and tomorrow is this chem spa that i have to memorize skill D.. hais. i think thurs is the best day of the week. because nothing is marked yet.. mayb i ll not turn up for school sia. :S brrz..

stressed

我XX了!

im so sad.. maybe is not.
my feelings are so mixed up..
brrz..
im so confused.

* likes somebody else.
to think its one of my friends. :S
aiya, actually its pretty obvious.
maybe thats why i feel so sian.
or rather, i dun feel anything funny lei.
im perfectly normal =X

hahaha
but one thing for sure, i can give up le!
finally i can concentrate on my studies le.
my instincts are so right,
see i m right from the beginning.
i didnt noe im so spot on one. =S

at least now, i can stop being an idiot.
and study my econ retest for friday le.
yipeeS!
hais, OGL camp on friday too.. so sians.
to think i have to carry clothes to college.
so bulky..

the day before going back to school..

went out with bullfrog today. and she was late again. brrz.. everytime like that.. =_= im so used to it. hahas. anws, being a super efficent woman made use of the time to buy presents for some friends. hais.. turns out im very heartbroken about the money spent.. left one more present havent bought yet. i shall buy it another time.

today was my first time i never finished watching a movie, and i spent 9 bucks over it. then again, it wasnt anyone's fault that bullfrog suddenly had gastric and was in great PAIN. no matter who the other party was, i would rather give up watching the show than watching him or her squirming in their seat. because i am a great noble friend. =P anws im just sidetracking.

had a pleasant afternoon with her, she got me a wallet from her thailand trip. and its PINK. oh gross. LOL.. imagine me with pink? anws, im vv happy. told her an incident and she burst into laughter. how nice.. its not funny at all loh. bleahs.. still, im so happy. finally get to go out with my exclassmates hooray! hohoho. anws, to all poly students, that includes my cousin, bullfrog, etc etc, enjoy your two months break! and please, frog go find work and feed me la. now, its time for me to settle some thing.. i ve dragged this long enough.. and definitely its impossible for me to say it out.. im sorry..

2nd day of CNY ^^

im posting some photos that i took last week. btw this was my first time i see lion dance in a college! thanks whoever in charge for your thoughtfulness!

jamie and i. i look so cool

yinwei and meiling.

my cousin augustine and niece rachel

cute right? i made her do it one. =D

wenhui and his impossible gesture

some kiddos of s13

stella and i

lion dance: see the two girls opposite?

i had been so busy the past few days, volunteering my time at the temple that i had no time to blog or collect my red packets from relatives. =_=' generally, my CNY holidays were spend meaningfully and fruitfully. on friday, after the celebrations, i went out with my classmates to sing our hearts out. me, peiwen, jungui and shiyong, (the only thorn among the roses LOL). sang four hours straight, my throat became dry and voice almost gone. the next night i went to my aunty house for reunion dinner. play with my niece and cousins, chat with the aunties and uncles there. den went temple for countdown and to sell wishing cards.

the new year eve, i went home from the temple around 1am. luckily my mom were there with me or else i would still be waiting at the deserted bus stop, thinking that the bus services are still operating. and must thank my mom, otherwise no one would pay for the cab's fare too. AHH! im think im becoming more and more materialistic, more and more cheapstake. HAHA.

met more people than i ever counted other years. even though most of them are around my mom's age.. and i think im in danger of behaving like one soon. *_* oh no!! tell you something, two days before was my second time i heard people comment that i look like 15-16.. omg.. do i look so juvenile? WAHH! i felt like crying when i heard this. do i really look so young. my mom laughed when she heard that.. that evil* woman. dumped me alone in the temple and could still laugh when someone said such thing about her daughter. i wan be mature ok? brrz.. hahaha..

tml is the last day before i go back to school. still havent finished my homework ah.. :/ sians.. tml i wan to go shopping and meet up with christle one ok! YEAH! fatbird! fatbird! where is my girl where is my girl?? hahaha see you tml if you are free. lOl

SPECIAL AWARD:
btw my dad was being generous this year; it was the biggest red packet he had given me in these 18 years. causing my mom and i grin ear to ear.

valentine day.. brrz..

i feel so sians..
finally there is one wednesday that i dont have cca
yet to think it falls on a valentine day.
how nice.. :/

actually i feel so irritated
bit annoyed
quite pissed
at myself..
i deserve it man
for thinkin such stupid nonsense stuff..
brrz..

if i have so much time to spare,
may as well spend it on studying..
honestly speaking, my grades sure are sucky this time
stop thinking about unrealistic stuff!!!
watch too much tv le..
freak. ahs!!!
go away! go away!
im not what you think i am.
leave me alone.. :(
dont disturb me..
give me peace!

all right, i said my piece.. feeling slightly beta now than during lunch..

to sherry, thanks for sending me a sunflower. but ur msg.. yawns.. and the rest who gave me cookies, flowers and chocolate, u all noe who u are. :) thank you for fattening me up! =) happy valentine day aka friendship day.

gg kbox with jac and ziwei. =)

its sunday, and i only finished my GP essay like minutes ago.. -__-" bleah, GP.. spent my morning with two gorgeous friends. :S christle and cherlyn couldnt make it. so im stuck with them. but never mind, no one is there to snatch mikes with me. because jac is seated in as my fan. LOL. so two mikes; one for me and the other for ziwei. hahaha.

love xiao-zhu and cao ge's songs best. 幸福猎人, this song, i made these two nuts laugh like mad. at least im enjoying myself there. hahas, but the air-conditioning there is bloody cold.. jac is going back aust on tues, to take her medicine course. cool, but just dun kill that many lives ok. all right? rest assured, i wont go to your hospital next time. LOL. seeing jac always make me motivated in life. i dunno why also.. :X i sure will work hard to accomplish in life. ^^ anws. bon voyage, my ex-wife. see you this december. i wonder what will happen during this long period of time.. sians.. no one is going to disturb me while im in the midst of having exams. LOL. see ya!

jac, send me the pix we took if you see this entry! =D

p.s. i cant wait for next sat. its CNY! but still, i have two super long days ahead.. wonder if i can go through.. yawns.. Where the hell are my differential equations tutorials.. who exactly did i lend it to?? oh my god..

everyone deserves a chance to love! =D

somebody, or rather my friend has finally have the courage to confess to the person he likes. 加油！i support u! no matter what the result is, life still moves on.. =D dun take it too hard.

received some exam papers this week. i failed my organic chemistry, got an U grade.. OMG.. but i got an A for math.. so extreme sia.. -__-" but i was really v v nervous when i got back my math papers.. if i never score well for this subject sia, i really think im gg to lose faith in studying.. hais. tml is friday, and guess wad, i have two presentations to make.. one for the council and one during econs lesson.. oh craps.. im so diaox.. gotta go to do econs le.. mrs sim gave us a wake up call this morning.. which is so reasonable. im gg to work hard!!! to get into a university!

asean cup

SINGAPORE WON!
HOORAY!!!

p.s. lionel lewis is not bad!
sleep time...

craps

the bugs are definitely not going away.. -__-
sians..

the elderly ppl from old folks home came to the temple for lunch. and i reported there to help out. one thing bad about the dining room is that it is located at the basement resulting in the poor elderly have to hold on to the railings and walked down the staircase very slowly and carefully. how i wish i speak cantonese more fluently.. den i can communicate with the elderly. haix. some elderly are wheelchair bound. lucky there were some strong men volunteers helping out.. carrying a ah pek/ ah po up and down three flights of stairs is no joke.. its tiring!! the vegetarian dishes they served today was great.. especially the mushrooms. even my mouth was watering and eyes tearing.. i still have a job to do, which is serving dishes/cleaning up, etc.. hais.. should have asked my mom come along with me so i have somebody to tok to.. ppl who noe me should be aware that im actually 慢热, it takes me time to be open with a stranger.. especially this is only my third time there.. but then again, i had a pleasant time this afternoon, and after seeing this group of people, most likely i would never think of abandoning my parents at an old folks home..

nevertheless, after lunch, i meet my dear MOM at heartland mall. bought a pair of female sandals at discount. that is the word i love to hear.. wahaha. another day passed by like this.. and i just realized the past three days, i was always out.. should have continued revising my work.. cause i noe my results for this common test is booo..

X-country = i'm down with flu again!

not really, cross singapore la. -_-"
woke up at 5 am, bcos of my mom again.. and i couldnt go back to sleep again. haix..
she thot to reach school by 6am, i need to take an hour to shower, etc etc.
brrz~

yesterday was good. say jia-you to many people.. even erm.. guess wad, right before shiyong and the gang arrived, the bus stop where stella and i were, was attacked by monkees! joan's "family" is so violent!!! everyone began screaming as THEY approached us/ water point. meng siang threw the caps at them. >_< and later after the run, i went J8 with my other ka-kees for lunch. and on the way there, i was singing 'dun cry for me argentina' to the other princess. she v hem.. to my pleasant surprise, the foodcourt there wasnt packed with people. and 15, according to princess joan, we went to eat. after, i kept to my promise and treated the poor princess 50 cents ice-cream cone. that's bcos i owe her one. whereas the emperor ah, keep asking me to treat him a mcflurry. u wait long long lei. jiaqing, u from top to bottom all branded goods, still want me to treat u. @@ LOLS!

after yesterday, mayb everything ll be all right! mayb everything ll return to last time again. hooray! =DD thanks the person who was with me thruout.. even thou i must look pretty awkward.. its 833am.. got to do some carboxy before gg the temple to do voluntary work..

shoo the flu bugs.. im sick again.. :(

no school on FRIDAY! =D

yet my "wicked" mother had to wake me up at 745 this morning.. and she had chosen the most common way.. creating havoc early in the morning. purposely left my door open while turning her buddhism songs to the max.. i have such a wonderful mother.. brrz.. so annoying.

anws, i spent my friday shopping with my aunts, went to places that nowadays few youngsters would dare venture.. and went 大悲院, temple to pay respects to my grandma. i told my mom that when i grow up and work, i would buy her a cart filled with all bags. then she gave me that kind of disbelieving look.. wa liaos..

busy weekend ahead:
sat: roadrace (even thou im an offical, still must reach school by 630am)
sun: voluntary! old folks are coming down to have lunch! hehehe

this coming weekend is going to be meaningful! ^^

im so smart

all thanks to joan! again.. :S
that i finally can have chinese inputs in my blog!
hooray!!

我实在太聪明了，竟然知道该放哪样文字！

LATE FOR EXAM!!!

i was late for 15 mins. OMG!! the whole lot of us, meiling, joan, zhihe, shiyong and me.. we thot physics start at 130pm.. and who noes.. we were studying physics at b1-1, playing my mp3 somemore :S slip of our minds.. jokes sia, we had to beg the teacher to let us go in. lOl, its kinda funny in a way that we thot we would be early and that we would pay a vist to the washroom.. when we found out that the canteen was too quiet.. filled with j1 students, but no ppl from our batch.. there was then i knew something wasnt quite right. -_-' and indeed.. they were going to start without us, me. ------((

this is the first time im going to miss an exam la.. so paiseh when we went in, everywhere is so dead.. and before i could settle myself down, the chief invigilator started the paper.. how nice of her. :X i haven even written my name, fill in the OAS. i forgot to bring my identity card, and had to explain to the teacher.. hmms.. for the first few minutes, i was too nervous that i couldnt think at all.. and had to skip few MCQs, but later, of course i went into the "situation". have to keep myself calm mah. for the fact that i'd screwed my chem paper this morning. HAHAHA.. i just cant handle chem.. hate memorising work.. so all in all, thanks to JOAN, that's wad she said, LOL, i had the most 'HAPPENING' day, the reason i gained an experience of being late for exam. i love my happening friends so much! =DD

p.s. exams are over! hooray!