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happy vesak.

guess guess,
who have the longest breath in the world?

hana yori dango II !!

what's happening?

i look at my tagboard.
i dunno what to add on.. =.=

its holidays!

somehow i just cant keep thinking abt schoolwork..
exams are coming in less than a month.
oh boy..
yest was GP paper.
i just wrote what i alway think is true.
guess its gone.
AHHS.
typical la.
done the essay qn on "be safe than sorry" is this good advice?
forgot its argumentative essay.
end up using my own style of writing.
:S:S

didnt go singing with them today.
cause im officially bankrupt.
for the time being.
i dun wan to spend next week's allowance yet.
cause i need to pay for transport next week.
out of my own pocket.
who ask me to be so extravagant this month. -_-"
and my mom, being my MOM (mother = old miser)
cut it down by ten dollars.
sobsob..

this hols, signifies a working month.
if im serious abt continuing my studies next year.
i must really start my revision la.
which means..
less playing o2jam (sobs)
less MSN chatting (its alr rare nowadays)
less blogging (sobs X2, i ll still blog no matter what)
less movies (i can save the money)
less dramas (hard lohs.. tsk)
less appointments with friends (possible?)
less sleep (6 hours a day?)
less procastination. (depends on mood)


BE MORE FOCUS LA!

yesterday was the last day at the family center.
it was chaotic as usual.
but i managed to take a photo with my tutees.
^^ i ll post them here once i got them.

they have been there for the past few weeks..
i dunno where else to keep them.. yawns~

my room is more like a pig sty. =_= gotta clean up everything cause i hate my table to be messy.. but the irony is I HATE CLEANING UP! arghs!

i hate myself..

today was probably the saddest day of life..
not passing NAFA is part of it..
but the worst is i feel so ashamed to face my friends..
those who accompanied me to run 2.4km last thurs.
and many many other times.
encouraging me always when i feel like giving up..

im really so apologetic.
and dunno to face you all..
i failed the last station.
like all the efforts we put in all went down the drain.
i dun think i deserve you guys as best pals..
u are always so good to me,
when i dun think i deserve all that..
im helpless..

i hate myself.
so the coming june hols i m gg to train like mad no matter wad.
and pass the dumb test asap..
on the bright side, my goal of slimming is nearing..
H A H A..

hiya captain~

finally the day came.
watched pirates3 with sherry!!
got the best seats somemore,
right in the middle row and center seats
awesome!

though sherry and i had a bit arguments before we even meet..
everything resolves after awhile.
and we are still the best of friends.
agree, sherry peh?
we are those kind of "the more we quarrel, the better off we are"
our friendship works that way, isnt it?
^^

back to the movie,
its the 3rd one and each time it leaves me quite dazed for awhile.
finds it hard to digest the story laas..
mayb thats explains my GP is so dotx..
anws, the ending is v v v unexpected.
im not saying.. watch it urself..
omgs, im sad okays.
nvms, jack sparrow is still the funniest guy in the movie.
roxy!

today..

i hate GP! do you agree?

Intro:
this subject is freaking tough!
OMGS..
GP mid year is going to be on this fri..
and im so totally unprepared for it.
no doubt it's a subject which tests your linguistic abilities; how well you write and how much you understand the passage.
but me?

chia hui lin.

acknowledgment:
give me any passage, and throw in some questions.
be it irony/metaphor/paraphrasing/direct inference/attitudes,
or even the newest term (not exactly new la, just that i forgot.. XS)
P A R A D O X
i can score the very least..
oh shitty.

(evidence)
take for example,
the one and only summary i submitted this term and received today..
i only scored one out of eight.
laughs out louds =X

(elaboration)
summary is dead,
cause my paraphrasing skills sucks.
and tis coming paper is testing on 3 parts summary..
AQ is also dead.
AQ also means i have to apply arguments with regards to local context.
which my thick thick skull can never think of something rational in less than 25 mins.
also a skill which i can never master..
omgs..
in other words, im kissing my GP grade goodbye.
lOlS.

(opposing viewpoint + counter argument)
i shouldnt be giving up even before i sit for the exam.
though some commented that the paper is going to be tough; passage is about an abstract topic and questions are almost hidden.. -_-" essay questions are difficult.. etc
im bit discouraged..
but still i got to try.
first because i have to, no choice laa..
if not mid year result slip put absent meh?
haha, last year a'lvl paper about freedom is already so tough.
all the more i should be doing more difficult papers right? make sense?
ya loh!
so i must try my best to complete the paper.
even if i die (lose) in the battle, i must die in glory.
so tat i can say i never try to avoid the attack..

im uttering rubbish again. haas. i think i fulfilled all the task requirments. its a direct argument.. lols. off to play le, den study. ^^

clap your wings

nth much to write about.
watching last episode of my girl, where jae hee and chae young appeared as guest stars!
jae hee roxs!

next week sr's having a day off on wed. think the college's intention is to let us study for GP mid year. but im spending that afternoon out. i feel so bad. think i ll wake up earlier that day, and study in the morning. poof, i cant wait...

off to watch price for peace, think its translated like this in english. ^^
and at 7pm, its spiderman 2 at channel 5!
im so slacked..
siao la. hahas
arghs~

sad :(

just let my dad sign my result slips..
im so disheartened..
he wants me to go poly if im dun get into uni..
i dun wan to..
i feel like a loser..
out of sudden..
reality is harsh.

139th

tis is my school ranking for common test II..
arghs.. still got tons of work to do. if i wan to get into UNI.
aim for mid year, 60s!! omgs.
aja to alevels! ^^

16:10

POTC

screams!
im watching it next wed!!!
with SHERRY!!!
wed, cause its an off day for SRJCians.
the principal announced it officially today.
hooray!!!
cant wait~

im failing GP.. omgs..

i wanna~

so bei chey.. my lovely time wont show on my laptop..
i saw a jacket from IPzone, and a bag at compass point..
i wanna get them!!
ahhs..

im sad.. my family is a bunch of cold-hearted ppl.. just a metaphor.
they just dun appreciate ppl buying cakes on special occasions.
ARGHS..
next time im gg to buy for myself.
i love cakes~

happy mom day.

poof! i finally finished filing my econs tests/exams..
its due on tuesday.
its mothers day today!
ehhs. i haven wished my mommy yet. hahas, i think she is getting used to it.
but i bought a cake for her, but i told her that its not for her. haa.
think she noes la.
surprise!!
now im experiencing a deficit again.. -_-" im left with three bucks now.. wonder how im gg to survive next week. :S
omgs.. im toking rubbish again..
gotta go back to studying liaos..
completed half of the chem tutorial. i think im gg to study thermodynamics and thermochem tonight so i can ask miss cheng questions. arghs. next week three tests. @@ it's always like this, i never can celebrate mother day every year because of tests/exams.. ahhs. lols. im not blaming anyone. ^_-

spiderman III


OMGS! finally got to watch SPIDERMAN!
im so so HAPPY!!! ive no absolute regrets if i die now.. lols.. jkjk!
its totally awesome, in some ways, i think its even better than the previous two.
james franco my superhero!
he is so handsome!!
thinks he outshines tobey in this movie. lols.

i was little sad when he died saving his pal.
it was hard to believe initially because i was sitting in my seat then thinking that they will make great partners to fight criminals. they are so bonded, and know what is on each other's mind. hais.. hope there isnt another spiderman 4.. i think 3 is enough, cause the endings seem to be repetitive.. bad guys appear from nowhere, people close to spiderman died, MJ got caught by the baddies, and then spiderman saves the day. bit boring. but i still love spiderman more than any other heroes! =D

NOTICE

ANYONE INTERESTED,

TO WATCH SPIDERMAN III THIS SATURDAY?

PLEASE LOOK FOR ME!!!

I RLY WAN TO WATCH...

hoperfully is her,

MY NO.1 MOVIE GURU FRIEND, SHERRY..

if not, bleahs..

PLS MAKE UP UR MIND QUICK! PEHPEH

im so sad.

why cant i pass NAFA? omgs.. this will be the last time im taking, i dun think i ll ever take it after i graduate.

I WANNA PASS!!!

I WANNA PLAY FLOORBALL/GAMES

with my class peeps!!!

BUT I RLY HATE TAKING THE TEST!

ehs, am i offending the person who came up with this proposal?
im sorry..
but i just cant help it...
this is so irritating.. NAFA always make me feel negative about myself.
arghs!

look on the bright side, im thinking of whether to make my blog private not.. hahas.. this is a new address which was rejected by M.L and L.S. so im not using it.. but its funny cause i was listening to this song, and the title just seems so appropriate to be my blog address.

byebyemyblues.blogspot.com => suits huilin? lols..

one more good news:

ELECTION DAY IS FINALLY OVER! hooray!

我要学会坚强.

most horrible part of the day?
during physics class.
that was really the worst period.. i was feeling super pissed and angry, and consequences? i vented my anger on my poor friends.. i had no intention in the first place.. just thot of brrz.. ended up i made my good friend cry. HOW FANTASTIC I AM.. cause i reminded her of some bad incidents. im really sorry, i didnt mean it. i just dun understand why such people exist in this world.. but nvm, i decided to heed your advice le. you are right. its tiring to hate a person, pretending its non-existence could be much easier.

i made a promise not to cry again. it's time for me to grow and be strong.

had a fun time teaching my four wonderful primary two students at the family center. emelda, al baqir, yana and i have a new student today. hui yi. ooo, she is so adorable. i just cant take my eyes off her. but anws, all of them are cute kids, especially al baqir without his two front teeth. only knew abt their mid-year exam is scheduled next week.. omgs. and i made the four of them to set targets for their three subjects. made a promise that if anyone who meets their targets, i ll give them a gift each. aim? to motivate them for exams ba. just pray they do well for their exams.

soompi

whoopies~ i finally created an account with soompi. now i have access to forums on korean drama. and that s DAMN cool ok? ^^
jae hee has a new drama!
OMGS, finallY!
he is inside a drama called "witch yoo hee",
what's more he is the male lead.
i cant wait for it to be sold in singapore.

jae hee jae hee!
^^
my favourite actor on the go again!

his hairdo looks kindda weird~ but HAHAS, who cares?

JAE HEE ROX!

dreams.

they seem so hard to fulfil, at least for me.
everytime i feel like giving up.
because they always seem so far away.
i can never grasp it.
why is that so?
is it i didnt put in enough effort?
or am i just plain dim?
im so discouraged..

tampanies.

went out with C.J and stella today. it was fun going out with them! we just kept walking, walking and walking. tried out some prom dresses. oh ya, did i mention that my dad had given me the go ahead with prom lo.

IM GOING PROM NIGHT!

griNX~
metro was having a sale. lols. each of us bought something at least; i bought a pair of sneakers from isetan. hooray! its surfer paradise, and it costs only 16.90! omg. such cheap bargain la.. but then, i didnt check properly there. too excited le. and amused by stella who became the store attendant there and helped me with sneaker fitting. lOlS. found out there was a red patch on one side of the shoe. damn.. sian. try erasing it le, the smudge just wouldnt come off. but anws, im happy with my shopping!
=D

i think tml is my doom day. because i think im gg to receive the remaining CT papers. omgs.. i hope i did ok for it.. GP, physics and econs. i must really pass econs man~ never am i so clear in the concepts la.. ehs, i think i bit too arrogant le. but anws, if not clear, then i understand the topics la. OMGS. what is the horror when you take exams?
when you become too nervous, and suffer from brain freeze.

brought to you by "prof." charis.. =P

tired~~~

my neck is breaking sooner or later.
yeas~ finally completed R&E stuff..
i swear im not gg to touch anything that is related to R&E tml.
=.=
tired..
gg zzz le.
ciaoz..
yawns~