hUiLiN 
Sunday, August 6
headache..
wads wrong with me lately? hais. everyone out there, u all noe i m one who always talks louder than actions? which explains why i m always in trouble.. okaes. justice, i apologize for calling u that. but then i was having a bad morning.. because of morning assembly, i got myself hot and sweaty.. imagine a person who hates running, having to do that early in the morning? how can i have a sweet temper, and talk to u nicely? so im sorry..
yesterday, went east coast park for NDP trial run with the sc ppl. jon and i were in charge of marshalls. we were so ke lian. frm a strength of 18, we were reduced to onli 6 J1s in the first place. and ltr came another 4 frm J2s. hopefully they dun withdraw between today and tues. the whole stimulation ended around 12plus. with the ''school'' scolding us. we have to learn to give instructions the ppl under us.. :'( tis s the first time, and we are not used to it.. the rest? i dun wish to say anymore.. afterward, i went to my aunty house. and is like a release frm prison where i m held captive for so long. i went there to sleep. chat with my aunts and cousin.. i missed old days.
how i wish i can go overseas for studies.. boohoo. i dun think i can take singapore education anymore. is all so rigid and brain killing. i hate it.. why am i stuck on this small island?