hUiLiN 
Monday, October 9
amazing
its amazing that i ll see someone so crestfallen because of some thing that had happened..
dont we all learn to forgive? haix...
today must be the most ridiculous day i ever have..
>.< but who cares?
i mean seriously.. who gives a damn of me.. nobody i guess.
sometimes i wish... i am just a tiny organism.. who has the ability to learn not how to feel.. not how to think so much.. and not how to deal with many many problems.. but perhaps.. im already a tiny organism le.. just that i didnt notice.. because i feel so small when im in a group.. i have no voice, or rather i just didnt want to speak up.. i feel that my head is spinning because all the people look oversized to me.. and they are all doing their own businesses. but me.. i dunno what im doing..
spinning some tall-tales? being ignorant..
thats wad im most good at.. i guess. pretendance.. oh SHUT UP. that ll be a better day tml. so just hang on until u see ur favourite peeps. and let that window of yours close for awhile.. even though ur heart is already torn into pieces and bleeding like mad.. i guess this is the really me speaking tonight..
so tired of my life.. m already breaking down..