Thursday, November 9
i wanna think no more..
is it the end of world if i'm going to get a AE for PW?
is it the end of world if i'm going to get a B or even worse a C for chinese?
i really have no idea..
many people have been telling me not to think so much..
what was done had already been done..
i knew it..
but these bloody thots just couldnt get out of my mind..
who noes wad ll happen on the day im receiving the results?
i probably deserved it..
who asked me didnt practise enough..
and thot everything ll be ok..
im just too proud and arrogant..
perhaps its time i should tune down..
im so sick and tired..
the history is about to repeat itself.
but im trying my best not to let it happen.
hope i wouldnt have to retake the paper.
hope i wouldnt get a AE
even though deep in my heart..
i noe i noe ..
AE on my result slip
meant only i have less than 10% for uni admission
and it just wont look nice when i show it to my employers..
why am i such a poor speaker..
zzz
sick of myself.
and and..
i cant continue anymore..
im so sick..
these thots ll just stay along for a couple of weeks
beta let it vanish..
WORK HARD FOR ALEVELS
hUiLiN