hUiLiN 
Friday, December 22
dong zhi
its another friday.. and it happened to be my grandma's death anniversary.. anws like someone said, im gg to become miss black friday.. bcos on this day for the consecutive three weeks, something bad will happen.. to him.. of me.. hais.. for the past two times, i really didnt mean it.. and im truly sorry about it.. this week, i've "tamed" down by alot.. still, something will still happen.. honestly, i wasnt the one who said it.. hais.. when finally i know the answer, the person is already so down.. and couldnt be bothered to noe the truth le.. hais.. i really dun mean to cause you feel so sad.. haiYO.. its gg to be christmas, den the end of year 2006.. it had been a fruitful year for me.. on the other hand, i also hope to resolve all misunderstandings before next year too.. i think ive offended quite a few people.. and didnt bother to take after-actions.. next week, im gg to gather all my guts and do something special for all the people i dui bu qi.
today, only 7 turned up for walk-in rehearsal.. and i felt really sorry to clara.. cos she had to stay to watch them do walk-in.. but turned out, they were there for lunch b'cos of the small no.. can i say im as disappointed as clara? hais.. im sorry, clara for making you stay... sabree and songwei too.. plus the fact that you all are "physically challenged", just a joke.. im happy u all stayed! =) still, i felt pretty embarassed by the turnout of demeter family..
reunion dinner.
i finally got a chance to go my aunty place.. alone.. my mom went home first so she can bring dinner for the two sweet potatoes, aka my brother and dad.. >< lucky i was close with all my relative from my mother's side, if not i wouldnt have talked with everyone of them in the house.. the first thing i reached the doorstep, also, ending a call.. sobs. my niece was the first to call me "AUNTY" so cute! she kept ah-yi, ah-yi.. so long didnt see her le.. and she seemed to learn more words. i love her so much! rachel rox~ mostly everyone was there for dinner.. all my singled aunts and uncles, who live under the same roof.. my cheapstake youngest aunty. believe me, she is one. :X my mom is the third youngest child. one person i like the most is my eldest uncle le~ and the one who ll tease me no matter wad.. from the time i stepped in, he said, "why are you wearing all black? choy choy (touchwood), we are celebrating dong zhi today!" that is my uncle. haha. later my eldest cousin, yanling came back from orchard with big shopping bags. the best thing she had was CHOCOLATES! HOHOHO.. i love chocolates. she had merci, some australian brands, etc.. yummy~ not bad for all the time i waited her to have dinner together. lols. last but not least, an ice cream cake. to celebrate my uncle's bdae. i didnt noe until today we are celebrating his birthday too.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, uncle keong! the ice-cream cake from swensen was not so bad. =D during the dinner, my cousin commented something.. i look fatter.. OMGS, devastating blow.. i think im gg on diet starting next week le.. WAHS. i didnt realize it will become this long.. i wanted to cut it short so i can go watch tv..
p.s. on diet on diet on diet