hUiLiN 
Monday, December 18
this december..
it aint my month at all.. nothing went smoothly at all.. council, schoolwork, friends.. ive landed myself in several arguments.. some big, some trival.. some were resolved, but others? im still hoping to seek the person's forgiveness.. first it started with sherry, den my classmate, den sherry again.. :S hai i also dunno wad to say.. i tried to do damage control, tryin to minimize the thingy.. but.. just too difficult.. come to think of it, all the arguments happened in one week. this week somemore.. bad luck is rubbing me all the while.. plus i have no idea wad im doing all dec.. been attending school regularly, but not for the sake of studies.. rather, kpo-ing.. minding people's business.. hais. i still left 6 sets of math wksheets incomplete, one P&C tutorial and chemistry.. and my studies.. wahs.. my brain is fried.. like crazy.. i ve been touching my laptop too many times le.. but anyway tis is not the main point.. anws tis dec is not as disastrous as i thot.. christmas is coming.. and i get to meet christle, jac, she is back and ziwei.. my favourite peeps.. and my usual gang. i cant wait to seeing them. =P
on top of that, i screwed up alot of things.. i told people things i shouldn have told.. its always a slip of tongue.. doesnt mean to.. unintentional.. but.. things just got worse.. hais.. i felt helpless.. at the same time, i felt sorry for the person. i shall name the person as stone.. no matter wad stone says, i still think that i am the one who caused the trouble.. it my fault that the misunderstanding occurs.. and couldnt end then.. hais.. i rly dunno what else to say.. except.. except..
i dun wan to become a bad guy.. and i dunno wad s got into me recently.. seriously.. i wasnt such a person before.. but now, im beginning to think myself a annoying, unreasonable, gossipy, demanding person. not to the extend of becoming bitchy mah.. cause i never noe how to be one.. just three adjectives above could have lead me to serious trouble le.. i wish tml ll be a better day for me.. im a bit tired.. hais.. tml is council work again.. im gg to start doing my revision.. and make some enquiries tml.. perhaps i should make some apologies too..