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orientation finally got over..

photos taken from sab.

councillors slacking lOl.

three crosseyes

two looneys, one normal from PR

i must say i really learn alot from this orientation.. even though there were ups and downs throughout the three days, as an OFC (orientation family councilor), i was made to do things i would never have done in the past.. somehow i just "conquered" my fear of speaking in public. or rather shouting at the freshmen.. and getting them hype up for first three months, even though half the time, not everyone likes to be posted to my college.. =S


today may have been my worst day bah.. honestly speaking, i always hate people who cheat, as in using some unscrulptous ways to achieve their goals. but anyways, i'm glad everything ended. i should have believed in my OGLs if they said they didnt do it, but i was afraid, if they really did.. and how other people will look at my family and me.. i guess they were pretty shocked when they saw me having a breakdown.. because i wasnt there when it all happened.. and other than accepting the reality, i had no idea what to do.. because i couldnt run away.. the thing had already happened. i cant salvage the situation anymore..


on the other hand, guess what? i am beginning to feel more towards my cca's peeps.. though i got to admit, that its rather too late.. still. im glad i met some good pals. at least they were there to support me when i was feeling really really down.. phew~ (lishan) xiao kang, jamie, and sabree!! there were others too.. but.. thanks for being there for me! i think sab was most astounded when the thing happened, since he was out of college that time.. lolx. but thanks anws, make me walk around the whole college.. =Ps


time to study le.. but i was still in the orientation mood.. it was fun to be an orientation family councilor. cheering my freshmen, and hoping to gain some respect from my OGLs. still, demeter ranked the second through hardwork and unity. so rawk on the second orientation.. even though i swore im not going to be the OFC for demeter! still, 2nd O demeter must JIA YOU! first o peeps alr did their best, and hellox.. i have FAITH in ur guys! ganbate!!!