hUiLiN 
Sunday, February 25
post 2nd OGL camp
yest was shiyong's birthday buffet, but i didnt go as i was too tired.. guess i missed out the fun with my classmates. :( stay home to watch hana yori dango, i was pretty pissed when i couldnt find it in youtube.
overall the camp ran very smoothly compared to the first OGL, no hiccups and stuff.. except i kept thinking that i shouldnt have gone because it was so super boring and time-consuming. one moment i could be working like mad, for games, food or even logistics committee. another time i could be in the SAC resting, slacking, and staring into space. now im having muscles sores especially my arms ya, after shifting all the chairs, tyres for games, etc etc. i was trying to make myself occupied with work and not seem to be useless.. and friday was probably the most dreadful one, as the camp starts only in the afternoon, i had lessons throughout. and boy, my mind and energy was drained before the start of the camp.. i was late because of econs retest.. and then i realize something else. boo.
at first i feel funny that i wasnt an OFC for 2nd O. im sure the others are too, still attached to our family and our own OGLs.. afterall, we were sort of like the "pioneers" of our families.. lOls. and we spent so much of our holidays time coming back to school to work on the banners, identities, walk-in, etc. when we could just go out with our own friends.. its just hard to forget them la.. so anws, demeter's 2nd 0 ogls got 2nd during the camp. i guess its their walk-in that wins them. but whee! demeter is 2nd again! haha, work hard for 2nd O! you ll be first. because out of all, i have to agree its the best. quite unique, and stylish. den erebus OFCs, after knowing yuanwei since 2nd orientation.. hahaha, he is like another person during this camp sia. performed to be 'caring' and 'responsible' to his ogls. yet to us still as crappy than ever.. i really think OFCs can really bring out the leadership qualities of an individual. initiative, responsiblity, caring, and thinking rationally etc.. even for me, two years ago, i would never dare speak up in front of a group. if need be, my heart would probably be thumping like thousand miles a hour. nervous is one thing too.
then again, i was glad that i was no longer an OFC. cause i wouldnt need to worry about my OGLs' performances. like what i heard and saw during these two days, many OFCs were very discouraged by them. yet they still pin hopes on them. isnt it like what we did several weeks before? i like my first O ogls. and i got to know them better after we got through the whole mess. but 2nd o.. sad la. >_< anyway, not gg to bring this up again. next week is probably the most scariest one.. i gg to receive my chinese result next wed, coincidentally it is student forum too.. but forum with the presence of principal.. so is it no longer a student forum? and my dad is going for parent teacher conference next fri.. i really pray that i get an A for chinese!! how am i gg to tell him that i failed two h2 subjects this term? actually i kindda drop hints already.. hais. why my mom chose to go malaysia that day?? tues is econs essay test on national income, economic growth. and god knows i havent studied. and tomorrow is this chem spa that i have to memorize skill D.. hais. i think thurs is the best day of the week. because nothing is marked yet.. mayb i ll not turn up for school sia. :S brrz..
stressed