hUiLiN 
Tuesday, March 20
difficult to give up.. empty promises.
take one step at a time. >_< my mom just bought my favourite roast duck for dinner.. and i couldnt resist it.. i feel like im a failure.. sobs.. how to eat only veggies at home when half the family members are meat-eaters? !!! have to try loh. try to give up meat slowly ba.. meat as in chicken, pork, etc. animals i mean. hais.. but for now, i dun think i wan to eliminate yong tau fu ahs.. hmmms..
had a long day with 2 and a half hour break. supposed to be self study periods, but end up cant concentrate in the library environment.. besides i dunno wad to study.. so wasted my time again.. hai. but it was funny talking to elwin and shiyong there hahaha.. cant stand.. elwin = 南学长. and shiyong = 央央. o-m-g-s.
anws. i think i over high these few days le.. i even began crapping with class dino - ethel. trying to see who is more lame before physics tutorial. loLs.. dunno why.. mayb its the new timetable.. i dun think its as taxing as last time.. and i cant help liking to laugh XD trying to keep myself optimistic. smile smile. dun care what ll happen later.