hUiLiN 
Thursday, May 24
i hate myself..
today was probably the saddest day of life..
not passing NAFA is part of it..
but the worst is i feel so ashamed to face my friends..
those who accompanied me to run 2.4km last thurs.
and many many other times.
encouraging me always when i feel like giving up..
im really so apologetic.
and dunno to face you all..
i failed the last station.
like all the efforts we put in all went down the drain.
i dun think i deserve you guys as best pals..
u are always so good to me,
when i dun think i deserve all that..
im helpless..
i hate myself.
so the coming june hols i m gg to train like mad no matter wad.
and pass the dumb test asap..
on the bright side, my goal of slimming is nearing..
H A H A..