hUiLiN 
Friday, February 15
:(
though today is not the results release day,
I'm felt so worst off already...
today is my first time i made so many errors in one day.
placed the wrong letters in the CEO room,
wrote a wrong cheque for cash withdrawal, made the driver uncle run a wasted trip,
several personal files went missing after i came and yet to be found,
and told meiling maybe I'd filed them under resignees' files.
When I searched, luckily they are not there.
or the impression meiling had for me is ....
unexplainable.
I want back my peak working condition...
I mind how people look at me.
I'm that conscious.
What's worst,
I don't why I'm so distracted so lately.
My working attitude became slacken, and I'm not focus in my work.
I took more time to do one thing than usual.
and I kept doing the wrong things.
Maybe I don't like doing in this office anymore.
Maybe I need a change of environment.
Maybe I'm too tired of the long working hours. It's office hours, but my mental capacity can drain out staring at the screen for so long.
Maybe there are really too many things for me to do at one time that I can't remember all instructions.
Maybe I think too highly of myself, and involved myself in too many things.
Or, maybe the results are coming, which explains why I'm acting so oddly these few days.
Maybe I want to quit.