ME. kynzgerl
CODES. manikka
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i am a bad girl.

but I can't help it,
can I?

It's becoming a dreadful habit.
I know it.
U know it.
Probably many others out there know it.
My obstinate manner and obssessive person.

One thing for sure.
I shall learn my lesson once and for all.

I will never give promises to others again.
never.
because I know I may not be able to fulfill them.
and empty promises always hurt.
not just me.
but others...

I will also not hesitate.
no way.
because it takes time.
and thinking always leads to betrayal.
in the end,
everyone is upset.

I don't wish to be somebody who keeps breaking promises.
I don't wish to be the pain of others.
I don't wish to be one who needs others' attention.
I don't wish to be everybody's pleasure seeker.
I don't wish to be alone 24/7.
I don't wish to be petty.
I don't wish to lie all times.
I don't wish to be the way I am.
I don't wish to grow up so fast, or rather that's fine with me.
I don't wish to be looked down by others.
I don't wish to be fat.
I don't wish to lose my best friends.
I don't wish to fail my GP.
I don't wish to be laughed by others.
I don't wish to be hated or disliked by people.
I don't wish to be rejected by them.
I don't wish to pangseh you...
I don't wish to sprout nasty words to you.
I don't wish to be forgiven by you all.
I don't wish to be a sinner.

This list can go on forever...
My life is so full of regrets.
I did try to make everything works.
apparently nothing works...

Labels: regrets